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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
12:55 pm	hello, i didnt get a chance to properly introduce myself... ok friends. i dont post here anymore because i use blog spot. however incase some of you little creepers from fueledbygossip happen on here, i hope you enjoy it. and this entry is for you. dont you think its creepy that you know of me and talk about me on gossip forums? there is no reason to talk about me. i am not dating anyone in a band. i never hooked up with anyone in a band. i just go to shows. i am not a groupie. that has a negative connotation attached to it and i am not any of those negative things. i really dont know how you guys knew any of the stuff that was written about me and my friend annaLEE. i have never been to a treaty of paris show. they are my friends but how you knew that is beyond me and that freaks me out. I havent talked to Ludo since oct 08, and i wouldnt say we are friends...its not like we text or call each other. i adore them though. that freaks me out that people are watching me and know things about me. especially the girl that said she "saw us in madison on friday"... do you get how that can freak people out? just cause i might be friends with people you admire or like doesn't mean you should know things about me... i am not anyone worth knowing stuff about. anyway, if you would like to get to know me. talk to me. dont lurk me. say hi. write me a message. but seriously.dont.lurk. its scary. (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 1st, 2009
3:26 pm	I'm not in love. this is not your song. i started a blog spot. i will be writing in it almost everyday. only the super juicy gossip stories will go in my livejournal since not a lot of people know about it. Happy new year! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008
12:49 pm	Shooting my arrows across the world. this is my horoscope today: "Being intuitive is your superpower today. Use this skill to help figure out an admirer's real intentions towards you. Look for body language cues along with tone of voice in addition to what is said. Let your gut decipher the information." ( Quipid? ) Current Music: Amy Winehouse- You know i am no good (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 18th, 2008
11:35 am	i'm thousands of feet off the ground. this is just whats going on in my head right now. its been building up for a long time but i have been bottling it all up and trying not to deal with it. low and behold a christmas card set everything off for me this morning and i am currently an emotional wreck. bare with me if you feel like reading this and if you dont i suggest you quit reading now. this morning my dad and i were going through the mail. we got tons of christmas cards, so many more than usual. the one that set me off was from my aunts new husbands step mom. really? it seems like everyone comes out of the wood work when there is a loss in the family but REALLY? you arent even close to being a part of my family. *my dad just got done crying in the kitchen* it all made me flash back to almost a year ago, jan 9th, me being all dressed up, my hair done perfectly, a dark dress, amazing high heels, and a fake string of pearls (my grandpa loved a girl in pearls), sitting in a side room at the funeral home for the moment alone. the door open and all i could see was my grandpa in his casket. he was my man and i was his little girl. i was soooo over taken by sadness i didnt want to be by anyone but yet people started noticing i was in there, strangers at that, and they kept coming up to me and asking me if i was in school, what do i do for work, when will i be done with school? and again i went... REALLY? what makes you think i want to tell my life story to you when you jut had to ask me if i was "one of joe's girls?" i dont want to talk to you. everyone had someone to be with at the funeral. my mom had my dad and my sister had my grandma. my someone was in the casket. it makes me sad to think that no one from this point on will ever know me because that part of me, that huge part of me, is gone. after i read the cards i jumped in the shower and just started crying hysterically. it was me not being able to breathe just standing there with soap flowing into my eyes. i couldnt do anything except think of what a sad year i had. how hard life got. that made me think about my grandma. i like to try and chuckle about her last months with us because it was fun having such a fire cracker live with us. she could barely walk, she could stand up by herself, and she couldnt go to the bathroom herself. i'll be honest, i went into her living with us saying 'i will never change adult diapers.' which was fine with my parents, they didnt think i should have to but who is going to leave their grandma sitting in that, right? i dont want a metal for it and i dont want any praise. people like to think that i am a selfish bitch who is super greedy but i just dont boost about things that people should just naturally do. my aunts are all so surprised at how well i took care of my grandma, but she did it for me when i was little, how can you not do it for her, especially when you know she is dying. my mom has a note that i wrote her on the last week of school. she was working and my grandma had to be left alone for maybe an hour while i left for work. as i was getting ready to go my grandma had just fallen asleep and spilled milk all over herself. well i cant leave her covered in milk so i tried to quickly change her. i couldnt find any pants for her though, i think they were all in the wash. so the note said, "mom grandma had an accident, she has no pants on, sorry." the end though was super scary. we got a hospital bed for her that was in our living room. she just stopped waking up from sleeping one day. she was kinda comatose. and had a no feeding tube request. it went on for almost 4 days. i spent the nights up super late talking to annalee and casey cause i was so scared to go to bed. i had horrible images of my grandma crawling down the hallway like the girl climbing out of the TV in the ring. she pretty much starved to death in our living room. i would come home from work praying that she wouldnt be there anymore, that she would have passed while i was gone. is that horrible? i would wake up every couple hours and sneak into the living room to see if she was still breathing. i confided in my mom telling her how scared i was of grandma, that she was just this skeleton gasping for air in our living room. my mom snapped at me and said it was a fact of life, people die and i had to get used to it. REALLY? i was with her when she died. i was at the foot of her bed. she smiled. which she hadnt done anything like that for days, i think she saw my grandpa coming for her, and then she just never took another breath. its a weird feeling knowing that you just saw someone you love take their last breath. i was with my aunt. everyone else was outside not knowing if they could handle it. my aunt couldnt handle knowing for sure if she was gone, so i had to put my hand on my grandmas chest to see if there was any heart beat. thats a lot to take in. this year i spent my time trying to forget, run away, submerge myself in other things. it was a fun year filled with unexpected trip and concerts, but i feel like i just want to become a hermit. obviously all the crazy time i have had this year didnt help. i am still an emotional wreck after a year. i still cant function normally. i still dont know how to handle life with out them. lately it has all been too much for me. i have tried to reconnect with old friends. i have tired to make new friends. old friends dont have time for me anymore and new friends dont understand me or dont want to take the time to get to know me, assuming i have other intentions. i know who i have to rely on, it has been made very clear lately, and i guess that is all i need. but where do i go from here? i am completely lost. Current Music: thinking of you- katy perry (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 7th, 2008
5:50 pm	i couldn't see what you needed from me before now.  this post is pretty pointless. i just got home from church. i had to leave early cause i started crying. not because of anything said, just because i was sooooo overwhelmingly sad. its almost been a year since i lost my grandpa (probably the only man who will have truly loved me.) and i cry about it ALL the time. i miss both my grandparents so much and after a year i thought it would be easier. its still the same. i am sad. all the time. so sad. thats all. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008
5:12 pm	******** ( FACT... ) Current Music: ludo-part 4-morning in may (Comment on this)
Monday, November 24th, 2008
9:08 am	She always has to be better than me. so we all know about my EPIC birthday. filled with celeb appearances and a song sung to me by the boys of ludo. they never actually said it was for me (on stage but after...). i have been telling annalee that she too would have an amazing birthday like i had. she was super skeptic and i kept insisting. a while after my birthday we found out that Jason Mraz (annalees number one love) was playing in milwaukee on her birthday. how can it get better than that! she was still doubting things. i bought my ticket right away just incase it sold out (like it did in chicago a couple months earlier). she got her ticket. i had my ticket. my sister and the indian got their tickets. and then a month ago it was announce it was sold out. stroik did NOT have her ticket. she had to go to the box office and get an emergency last min ticket. ha. Mraz was playing in the ballroom too. so this was going to be a big show. *cut to a week ago* jessie calls annalee and tells her that for her birthday she got her meet and greet passes for the mraz show. now she was going to see him n concert AND meet him. that seems pretty epic in itself. then lyons and i started joking about going to ohio to see her other number one caleb from Forever the Sickest kids. that would really be an overwhelming birthday. so she decided that she wanted to be front row for mraz and we should probably just go to ohio because lets face it, what was stopping us? right. we left green bay at 10 to sit in line at 12:30. we were going to get her first row if we had to freeze to death doing it. turns out that God was smiling down on us and they were thankfully handing out line tickets. we were numbers 19,20,and 21. thats pretty damn good. we ate. checked into our hotel. and lyons left for the meet and greet with stroik. i wasn't there so i am just going by what i heard about it and retelling it. ha. at the meet and greet all the nerves that lyons had were studdenly gone. she got to watch sound check and realized what a pocket sized darling mraz really was. it was love. they were in the middle of the line to meet mraz. annalee went up to him and after he said hi, she said hi, i'm annalee and its my birthday! *word vomit* ha. to which he replied 'its your birthday!' *big hug* thats when stroik started talking to him and lyons tried to get out of the embrace since the hug was clearly done. he pulled her back in and continued to hold her while jessie talked. jessie asked if he could play 'after and afternoon' since it was her favorite song. he said he would try to work it in and asked annalee if her name was spelt one word or two. she said two. annalee to him that she would be front row too, he said ha well you can sure try. and as they walked away from mraz he continued to be like 'annalee annalee annalee' things seemed pretty good. they came out and got in line in the freezing cold with me. when they finally let us in we ran up 3 flights of stairs, get frisked, and have tickets scanned. we ended up front and to the right. not too much to the right. it was perfect! her birthday was shaping up nicely. we didnt want to get our hopes up for the song because being front row is pretty fricken amazing and we didnt want to be greedy sour pusses. so he did he 14 songs or whatever and left the stage. he came back out for his encore with just his bongo player (toca) and a guitar. jessie and i looked at each other and crossed out fingers. i should have pulled my camera out at that point. next this we know JASON FUCKING MRAZ looks at annalee and goes "this one is for Annalee on her birthday..." WHHHHHHHAT? he sang 'after an afternoon' for her. just for her. in front of 2000 people. everyone in the place was probably thinking "who is ANNALEE!" bah. i will be completely honest. i thought that mraz didnt think he would see her and when he saw us front row he just added it to the encore, UNTIL... after the show we were trying to get set lists but no one was getting any so lyons and i went to see what they had for merch and stroik stayed behind to wait for something. next thing i see is stroik running at us with the set list. we were jazzed that she got one and then she starts screaming "look at it!!! look at it!!" sure as shit, it said "after an afternoon for analeigh" granted he butchered her name but it was completely planned the whole time. annalee is now legally changing her name to analeigh. ha. here is the video of the song... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 19th, 2008
5:32 pm	i will never... ...get used to seeing NATE FLYNN (!) as peoples livejournal icons. really? aww. NEVER! good for him. see you this weekend buddy! pizza party and pool time! pizza shuttle is waiting when you are back in milwaukee in a couple weeks. miss you, love you, okay. BFFs for life. Current Music: sing it loud- come around (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 16th, 2008
10:14 pm	the bears still suck. sorry to everyone who i complained to about having box seats. i know i said that it wasn't like you were really in the game and that you weren't with the crowds and the fun of sitting crammed on a bench with a fat man eatin chili cheese fries on one side and a half naked man on other was the biz. i take it all back. and so does my triple chocolate chip cookie from the starbucks dessert cart. the game was amazing! bears didnt even score a touch down. one field goal was all they walked away with. i loved my private elevator, my catering, my parking pass, and my climate controlled room (well thats all the schultz's but i was there...). it was the way to do it. i was up against the glass like a Garfield cling watching every play and teaching the small bears fans to say go pack go. good times were had. Current Music: roll out the barrel (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 6th, 2008
10:35 pm	putting the POP back in pop art. so a couple weeks ago i got the urge to draw. i pretty much haven't drawn anything since my fashion illustration class a YEAR ago. so i started flipping through my AP mag and i came across the sick kids. yes i am a fan but i had this feeling in my tummy telling me not to be the fan girl that draws their portraits. thats weird and i am not 11. but then there was kent looking at me all ugly and mean and i knew "i am not a fan for kent", plus he had a great expression on his face. one sketch lead to a photo copy, then i added some marker, then i went to the store and got some color pencils and i photo copies the photo copy and so on. so final product is a pencil sketch, a line drawing in marker, and a colored pencil copy. it turned out really cool. then i was like what the hell i don't like austin either. so i sketch him up and did the same thing. and it looked fly too! so that led to marc. and i do like marc, but like BFFs/play tricks on each other, so i justified that somehow. and he by far turned out the best. and at this point i had half the band already... cut to 25 man hours later i am still missing kyle cause he doesn't have normal human features... idk. i can't do it. i have tried numerous time. but doing these pictures (the final sick kids collaboration titled- School Photo Day at Underdog Elementary) made me want to do a whole pop culture concentration Eighties Babies, where it puts POP stars (that i like) and collaborates them with toys or pop culture form the 80's. example, do a drawing of panic! at the disco as muppets... eh... i have a ton of thoughts and way too much time on my hands. back to the rubber cement and glitter glue. Current Music: new kids on the block- hangin' tough (Comment on this)
Friday, October 31st, 2008
2:46 pm	Lesbians and Wigs. AHH...BOO! Happy Halloween! Tonight lyons and i are going out with my sister and her crew in Appleton. Why or Why do we get roped into these things. i bought a short blonde wig cause i thought it looked fly, then called annalee to come down to the bootique right away so she could get a wig because, if i am going out...so is she. After trying on about 10 wigs, crossing her fingers to find a red one that she liked so she could go out on the town as Miss Fisher...*crickets* she finally settled on a long blonde one *coughjaccough*. anyway after we both purchased out fly new wigs we had to come up with something to be. I posted bulletins and begged people for ideas and this is what we are going to be....DRUM ROLL... LezLo (lyons is lindsey lohan) and Samron (me as samantha ronson). it was way too easy for me to turn into a 33 year old little boy looking lesbian. everyone keeps saying "you look just like her..." should i be offended? ( lesbionic DJ this way... ) Current Music: Katy perry - i kissed a girl (Comment on this)
Friday, October 24th, 2008
5:18 pm	why am i addicted to sleeping in my car? soooooo looks like i am going to Ohio. Annalee is going to have THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER. my gift to her is Jason Mraz AND Caleb all in one weekend. it started off as a joke... like haha lets go to ohio, i miss being on the cobra tour...to haha, i just bought a new shirt for the cobra show in ohio... haha, snap we are really doing this. lies have been formed. money is being saved. costumes are being bought so people dont remember us...ha. concert fun... Tour Bus Fun... (Comment on this)
Monday, October 20th, 2008
8:51 am	Believe me I'm (not) Lying. I had the craziest weekend of my life. when i saw that i am slowly making myself a mid-west socialite no one believes me. i have to go to work but stories are on their way. here is a break down of whats to come... *saw sing it loud, forever the sickest kids, and cobra *got the brush off from my on again off again (currently off again) love of my life kyle burns *went to cobras after party, free booze. *kyle burns wanted to hang with me there & promised good times in st. louis "if" i went *slept 3 hours *drove 6 hours *forever the sickest kids show and cobra (could have got in for free with my tour laminate that i didn't have yet) *dreams came true of having a sea of 13 year old girls wonder who i was, why i was back stage and by the buses, then to have it confirmed to them that i "knew" the sick kids by kyle tickling my shoulder and me going on the bus. *the rest will be posted in a locked entry to keep certain people images as they built them. must work on zero hours of sleep now. Current Music: the sounds of hysterical laughter that comes with no sleep. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 16th, 2008
9:40 pm	Trust me, I'm not OK... so tomorrow starts another weekend of craziness. annalee was all hyped up in the beginning of the week saying she had a bad feeling, something was going to happen it wasn't going to be fun, idk what her problem was but my answer to her sorrows was... "it will be fine, this is a no pressure road trip. we have all day to get home on sunday, its not going to be like boozle" looks like i lied. i got an email this morning from the Casting Director of MTVs Real World and turns out for once in my life someone thought i was funny and witty over the internet. i had to write a bio and attach some pictures and email it to whoever was in charge of the milwaukee casting call for my first audition. i forgot about it. i literally typed it up while i was talking to lyons on AIM while we were all hyped up about how funny we are and how we should have are own show. no one thinks i am funny, everyone thinks i am a bitch, so after i sent it, the email was out of my mind. i did think my bio was golden. i talked about how i wasn't cool in high school, boys never noticed me, i have never had a BF, kissing is only good for spreading germs, i love rocker boys, manerxics, i will travel anywhere for a show, and i have HIGH anxiety, i might have added that i think i am autistic... if thats not the perfect mixed drink for a real world puppet i dont know what is. so turns out we have to leave st louis early sunday morning so i can make it to my casting call so they can meet me in person. don't get excited, this is the area where i will fail majorly. atleast i will have a weekend full of practice with awkward conversation with kyle burns, me screaming at Jonathan cook not to touch me, and begging caleb turman to touch me. geezz... Current Music: incubus- warning (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 12th, 2008
9:35 am	you remind me of the babe, what babe? the babe with the power, what power? the power of voodu, who do, you do, do what? remind me of the Babe. i figured out my life on yet another mini road trip. so annalee and i were discussing why the way we are on the way home and i figured out why i love Maneraxic Blondes who are in bands. my mom made me watch david bowie movies when i was little. who show 3 year olds labyrinth. anyway, i believe that i when my taste was formed. i can't believe i remembered to post this...**sign language for yay** Current Music: you remind me of the babe- david bowie (Comment on this)
Monday, October 6th, 2008
12:19 pm	Boo! chip chip, crack drill... i went to the dentist this morning after only a handful of hours of sleep. when i was still on my way home from milwaukee at 1:30 am today i thought about skipping the appointment all together. then i realized it was 10:50 instead of 10. i could handle that. bonus fact, i get to go to the hearing specialist today at 3 to make a final decision on what to do about my handicap. ha. hearing aid or surgery? its your choice you choose. ...the real story is from last night. Lyons and i drove to milwaukee to see Ludo and This providence (we always go to shows just to see the opening act...) who were opening for relient k. also house of heros opened. they were pretty good. Meanwhile on the drive down to MKE Lyons and i were talking about bands breaking up and how when they leave the band, its always the bass player who quits. we were joking and laughing saying "when is marshall from ludo going to leave, he is such a sour puss on an amazing band.." "why can't they just force him out" "blah, i hate marshall". On the note of bass players leaving we also had a moment of silence for our favorite bass player who quit... Aaron collins. *silence* best part of the night, i didn't have to pay to get into the show. casey was on the guest list and i got to be his plus one, aka i was on a postie note next to the list. whatever it was free and those are always the best shows. anyway, this providence was pretty good. the lead singer jumped around stage like he was the headliner and that was pretty great. he was an aussie which is always good. he wore red plants and a scarf...amazing. and he got married at 20 and wrote the most amazing, make you want to kill yourself because "no one will ever feel that way about me" tune about his wife. gah... between This providence and ludo, Ludo Amanda looks at us and goes "so you heard marshall isn't in the band any more right...well at least for this tour." WHAT! brilliance. our dreams all came true at that moment. ludo took to the stage with a jumpy little bass player in nerd glasses and changed the entire dynamic of the group. not like they really needed to amp up their game, they are already brilliant with Andrew's uncomfortable stares, licks, and inappropriate hip actions, and Convy's one of a kind dance moves. this new bassist was all over the place, he jumped, he ran, he fake fought with the guys. really it was one of the better ludo shows i have seen. with the except of course where they played G's on T's for me. we didnt watch relient K. we waited around to talk to ludo. haven't seen them since aug... i have seen them too many times this year. and by too many times i mean i would still go see them 5 more times. we waited amongst the groupies, which i am not ashamed to categorize myself in there. i heart them hard core and sing at the top of my lungs all the time. the crowd was slowly clearing, the headliner had started. tip for the wise, always wait for the crowds to clear cause you get more time with the band. anyway, as we were waiting, matt (the drummer) looked over and waved apparently at me, i turned away looking behind me to see if there was anyone else....awkward... there wasn't. so we wandered over matt gave us big hugs. i still was under the impression that he didn't remember us since the last time we spent time together we were both tanked. anyway, i thru in my thoughts about them not playing g's on t's and matt was like "whoa, i played it for you on your birthday and i we cant play it all the time...now you are just getting greedy..." *giggles* i assured him i was not greedy it was just my favorite song. i asked about the marshall thing, i got a vague response and he said they had to take it day by day to see if he was coming back. i suggested a online fan poll to see if they want him back. anyway, we closed up the convo and moved on to wait for convy. then i remembered i needed to give matt a fair warning that i sent him a myspace message telling him we should go ghost hunting in the rave. i tried my best to get him to take us by the pool and his reply was "its locked we already check. they unlock it after the show, i am gonna be here all night...i am gonna get some drinks and i will be here all night, thats all i am sayin'" umm ok. i wanted to go so bad. we talked to convy who i am pretty sure loved my idea about the marshall fan poll to vote marshall out since he giggled and pulled matt over to express the idea. this isn't the first time i told convy how much i dislike marshall and this isn't the first time he giggled and got excited. ha. anyway, the chat with him when well, he said he was staying where ever there were large crowds of people because he was affair of the ghosts and we called it a night. good times were had by all. BOOOO. i didn't make it to the pool though. 2 weeks my babies. 2 weeks. Current Music: this providence- beautiful rescue. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
10:52 am	This is me on the Sassyback tour **shake Shake Pass Out** After some schedule rearranging at work i finally cleared things up so i could go see Sing It Loud on their headlining tour, The Big Sneeze. Come on, it was in Green Bay and it was $12. How can you go wrong? you can't. Stroik one & two both came up for the show. Stroik two is a big fan girl of Sing it Loud, but then again so am i secretly. well i am in person. i can't stand watching their videos on myspace. we were armed with camera and out singing voices. they had 3 opening acts... whoa. thats too many. just bring out the mini versions of other bands and call it a day. before they came on i told stroik one that i had to pee, she said she did too and told lyons we had to pee, and she said she did too, and we all cat crawled away with out telling stroik two. i blame annalee in the break in the chain of communication. clearly it was her job to tell her. cut to the opening band ending and stroik two having no idea where we were. oops. giggles. we took the intermissions between bands to practice our sign language, cause i haven't officially announced yet but i am hearing impaired, it has been confirmed by a specialist. i need a hearing aid. or surgery. i think i am leaning toward the hearing aid but "idk". annalee, stroik two, and i had it down pretty good but clearly jessie doesnt want to talk to me i guess. we got ourself close to the front, but not exactly front. close enough to watch in great detail pat brown sucking on his hair...wait what? i am really retarded with him. he is a little guy, 21 years old, but i still get giggly. he is so tall, so skinny, with such amazing hair. i just want to jump on him. they played more than 7 songs and Pat made it through with out passing out. i am proud of him. after the show we got our photos. Pat was so wet it was a little weird. we had an awkward moment where i was trapped in his armpit. but we recovered. we found nate flynn outside. annalee and i managed to scare the shit out of him. telling him about the haunting at the rave. where once again he said "myspace message me we will make plans" nate flynn is a liar, but annalee is going to messgae him everyday to let him know how serious we are about this. dont toy with us Flynn... Current Music: rich poor girls- Everybody Else (Comment on this)
10:24 am	Our hands are bracing for the Fall. This just in, Oct has started. i am pretty sure i dont even have time to type this entry but if i dont do it now i never will. On saturday we went to go see Hanson at the Rave. i was pretty stoked because they were pulling out some amazing set lists. i was ready to take the walk (in my high heeled boots). i was ready to buy the "i took the walk" tshirt. and i was ready to dance my heart out. as per usual it was a mad dash to get close to a brother. i didnt try. it was too much work and i am spoiled. i dont like to work for them they should come to me right? they did in allentown. so i just walked a couple steps in front, taking the obligatory "get as close a shot of taylors face as possible" shot. Taylors half way speech was surprisingly moving this time. i normally get board and start looking at my photos but it was attention grabbing and i was in aww. at the end of the walk they mixed it up a little. they had us fill out cards with out names addresses phone number and where we walked. then we got to pick one out of 5 charities and hanson would donate a dollar to that charity for the mile we walked. check out http://www.takethewalk.net/ it will fill you in. its pretty great. after the walk we filled our tummies with food and went shopping. i bought a really awesome camera from urban outfitters. its a film fish eye camera. i am pretty jazzed to pull it out in St. Louis. when we got back to the venue it was pretty empty and that made me super sad. we watched the band Everybody Else and they were SO GOOD! i was in love. i thought the lead singer was a cutie but then i realized (when i got home) that he was in his 30ies. what! they were super good though. then the Veronicas came out. **crickets** why? why were they on tour with them? MOVING on... Hanson came out, pulled out some new tunes. zac had a solo, On The Rocks, which i had never seen live before, then taylor had a solo, I will *fucking* Come to You...LAME. what happened to them playing "love me". damn. so the set list was mediocre. i jumped my little legs off during "if only". Ike sang a song about dying kids, that made me and krista burst into tears, then went right into the Ultimate debbie downer speech during "watch over me" which made lyons (who is still dealing with the loss of her grandfather) start crying. thanks for that emotional break down ike. highlights: Taylor stood on top of his piano. Taylor Played drums..... uhhh yeah... Downer: ike made everyone cry. zac looked board the ENTIRE time. (do some tricks with your sticks man). they didn't sing man from milwaukee. isaac was there. ::spits:: i still love them, we just got a raw deal on the show. Ladies and Gentlemen, Everybody Else Current Music: Meat Market- Everybody Else (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 24th, 2008
9:51 am	"I'm in love with a boy i hate" well i have lost another band. i feel next month it will be official when AP magazine comes out and Forever the Sickest Kids is on the cover (jonathan looks lame, whatever its his second cover... ::spits::). **whispers i love you kyle, warped after party, i smelt your back and you had no idea, fun times no?** First it was Metro Station being the number one DL song on itunes all summer, having to fight the teens to get close to the stage, when the time before that when we saw them at the rave we got there 20 mins late and walked to the front. Second, Locksley headlining the MTV tour this fall. they have commercials on MTV AND they were at the VMAs. i have to say i never thought i would lose them to the masses. I am still waiting for the Academy is...'s new album Fast Times At Barrington High to explode. Now, Forever the Sickest kids... GAH. i knew i was done for the day after i dropped Jonathan and Marc off at the HOLIDAY INN (giggles) and they were #8 on TRL. then they were the Number 1 song in Japan. Now the AP cover. thats stupid. oh well. we will see how this weekend in Oct goes. cross your fingers for good times. remember when jonathan kept doing inappropriate things to me? that was fun. well here it is kiddies... Current Music: Whoa (me vs. everybody)- forever the sickest kids (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 16th, 2008
10:25 am	I should probably start listening to the new TAI album. have i mentioned that this fall is going to be the most ridiculous month of my life? and i thought may was bad with boozle and panic! so this is is what is on the agenda... Sept 27- Hanson in milwaukee Oct 5- Ludo & this providence in milwaukee Oct 11- Locksley in chicago Oct 17-19 i will be on FTSKs tour bus for the Sassyback Tour, invited by Caleb. Oct 19- Metro Station Oct 31- Halloween in MN and The Academy is... & We the kings. Nov 1- The Academy is... & We the Kings in Milwaukee Nov. 9- Jack's (i think thats the day) God knows what day Mayday Parade is. i am destine to never see them though. Nov 21- Jason Mraz on Lyons birthday. whats that sound? oh its crickets in my bank account. the sad part is that there are shows in there that i wanted to go to but are forced to miss because no time and no funds. does anyone want to buy one of my eggs? Current Music: Gym Class Heroes- Peace Sign/Index Down (Comment on this)